That space between the idea and the execution of it is what's called liminal space.
When you look back on your experience with John, I am certain it's hard to credit the trust you placed on him.
Fear keeps us all grounded, but then it also prevents us from taking risks.
I remember rushing home to see the first teacher to land in space. She was female. The whole world was excited.
I switched the television and watched in horror as iit exploded. I was home alone. I don't know when I ever shed so many tears. Actually I wrote about her a few weeks ago - women in history.
Life is risky. We cross roads when things seems clear and then... We are so much braver than we imagine, Janin. :)