Oh Harry, I know you were not soliciting sympathy, but the tears are blinding me now.
How on earth does one recover from such tragedy? In truth, Daniel was a boy in a million., probably so much smarter than most, and was already solving the problems of the world.
We can always blame ourselves for such tragedies, but you actually loosened the ropes for him, allowed him the freedom he needed, and that in itself, he would have appreciated.
So much sadness, so much loss, and underpinning it, so much love.
I hope you never lose sight of what a great dad you were. :)