Mawde, in order for me to move on, I had to be able to be certain I'd done all the right things.

I researched as many cases of people who'd either died, or lived to tell the tale, and their stories were horrific.

I'd been warned about the journey back to health being traumatic, being on dialysis, having to learn to walk again, but it would have been so much more than that. Also, he could have survived and died 30 days or so later.