I'll bet! I was warned about the path to wellness, and it wasn't good.
After his death, and so I could continue with my life, I did huge amounts of research. It wasn't always pretty.
So, in saying that Cedric, I do wish you total wellness.
How am I doing?
Some days are good, and then others are when I break down. However, I keep myself very busy, doing a lot of walking, gardening, and of course, writing here.
It's lonely, though, and I guess that takes time.
Hope you have a lovely Christmas. Be well. :)