I loved this! With a name like Fiona Cameron I am assuming there's just a wee bit of the Scot in you. I am Scottish/Irish, and I can tell you, no group does a funeral better. There's always laughter, a lot of booze, and reminsiscing. What happend to you is that you found yourself again, and life goes very much on! When you're dead, you're dead, plain and simple, and those who are left have but one of two choices, 1) to lose yourself in grief, or, 2) enjoy life once more. The latter is the clear winner. Great story.