I just love this. You just keep that newfound reverence close to your chest.
What a terrific write. That would not have been easy to do. I see in you, a wonderful human being with so much to offer.
As for the term 'autistic' I'm pretty sure I don't like it. I don;t like the negative connotations that surround it, when often there is huge ability.
Keep writing, Maria. The world needs people like you.
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