I always think, no matter what you do to defy your age, there will always be something that will trip you up.

I dyed my hair for years and years, and then Covid came and I stopped. I now look at photos of me as a blonde, with curly hair, with stupid hairstyles and I hate them all.

Last time I was at the hairdresser there was an old woman getting her red/blonde hair cut in a bob. It did nothing for her.

I now look at other people and realize that sure, we can dye our hair, we can pretend, but we can't fight the changes of skin tone, and the likes.

But Christmas is coming and I'm wondering if I should paint my toenails or not? ???