Have you read 'In God's Name'? Paul? It's a very old book and is based on the Catholic religion.

My sister gave it to me saying, 'You will never go to church again."

She was right.

I saw David Yallop, the author, being interviewed on television and he came across as absolutely sincere, saying that this was story that had to be written.

It's still being sold.

https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&q=in+god%27s+name