Dear Liberty ... Please don't beat yourself up for being you. So much of how we turn out relates to early modelling, and yours was far from ideal.
I doubt any of us could have navigated your pathway and emerged totally unscathed.
Right now I am dealing with things I should have noted years ago. But I can't change any of it. I have to learn from it and move on.
You were very young when you were dealing with huge problems. Now look at you. I so admire how incredibly-well you have turned your life around, and I'm sure your children are the beneficiaries of that. 💜💜💜